March 21, 2008

Please add spineless to the list of adjectives that describes angrygirl...

OH!!!! WHY!!!! I'm trying to find out what I did wrong? I mean. Okay, I know I'm mad at 'friend' (who I saw today... and let's just say, I'm thinking of changing her name to chub... I know, that's mean!). And that's fine and all. However, I keep going through this weird pattern. I see her, or tranny or my boyfriend's brother at the gym, or even hear her name mentioned and I think it's SUPER funnie! Then give me about an hour or so, or at least when the adrenaline drops and I've begun digesting the meal I just ate after the gym and it gets SUPER sad! I mean! Like if I could continue laughing and shit, my life would be a Seinfeld espisode, that never had a series finale (Sigh, I can't be the only one that wishes for new Seinfeld espisodes!).

Actually, the series finale would be when I die right?!?! Which I'm gonna assume is quite a while from now... HOWEVER, my life feels more like... Hmm, no, not General Hospital. I ain't no doctor. Guiding Light? Nah... I don't live near a light house. Did they in that soap? I mean, why would they be called that if they didn't! Passions! Haha! No vertically challenged people or witches in this one... Haha, however if you want to remove the 'w' and replace it with a 'b' I know a few. The Bold and the Beautiful... hmmm, I don't think I'm beautiful. I'd go with cute. So, let's settle with The Young and the Restless. I'm young (physically yeah, mentally hell no!). I'm pretty restless too. Sigh, I don't want my life to be a soap opera/tradegy! Booh!

Well, again, I see the regulars at the gym. And I said to myself, as well as having Tinkerbell tell me, that I need to ask my boyfriend's brother if he told him about his ex. And I chickened out... again. I mean, I wanted to! And I had the perfect opportunity cause the whole Get Along Gang was there. My boyfriend's brother, tranny, 'friend', and an angrygirl. Oh, wait, Tinkerbell and Gym Bunny should be included in The Get Along Gang too. Not Esteban and Smiley. They're not involved. I think I just wanted to write Esteban. Hahah! I wish I could call him that to his face, but then it wouldn't be a secret would it. And again, I'm off track.

Well, so I chickened out again. However I really have resolved that I NEED to ask my boyfriend's brother. Hmm, I need a name for him. What was Batman's real name? Bruce Wayne. Yeah, that's his name now. I have resolved that I NEED to ask Bruce Wayne if he told my boyfriend about tranny. Yeah, and from there I don't know what will happen or what I will do. I do love flying by the seat of my pants... NOT!!!!

I'm gonna go find a rock to crawl under cause I'm just not feeling it today. I'll see you guys later.

"Get Along Gang, Get Along Gang! Each one's SO special in his own way!!!"
"GET UP with the Get Along Gang! GET UP!!!"