What's a girl to do?

Again, the same topic as the last post. I have yet to check that e-mail from my friend. I know, I should, however I think AngryGirl has adopted a new persona... ScaredGirl.

I don't want to read it because I don't want to deal with the drama. I don't want to hear how sorry she is. Or that I'm overreacting about being replaced. Or that she doesn't want to associate with me anymore. I guess at this point I just don't care to deal with it.

I'm actually contemplating telling my boyfriend. I did breakdown and tell "Booty," our mutual friend. She said that she is not being a friend at all and that she is totally puzzled by her behaviour. She wants me to read the e-mail and tell me what it says. I'm surprised because she is usually the Sweden of my friends. She doesn't want to be on anyone's side. Well Booty did say that what she did was wrong. And that her behaviour is totally puzzling.

I still want to tell my boyfriend. However I really don't think he wants to know. And maybe I'm assuming too much, because he is the kind of person that wants to help me when I have a problem. However, I'm worried that he will get mad about the person in the topic. That or he may surprise me and say "Why didn't you tell me when you figured this out?"

The reason I am leaning towards the "he-doesn't-want-to-know" is because we once saw ex at a bar. Actually, they both have to same birthday and it happened to be that day. Also the year before he dumped her on their birthday. And that is how we make an uncomfortable situation into a super awkward one!!!

So, anyways, we see her and my boyfriend points her out and says that it's really awkward. So she proceeds to the dance floor and does the "I'm over you dance" which causes her to look like an idiot. We soon after left. However not before I notice her and her friends on the dance floor. They proceed to have a talk, point at me, give cut-eye and resume talking. So that's when I developed my "three-foot bitch slap radius".

So he probably won't want to know, Booty wants to know, so does "Blondie" too probably. And "she" wants me to read her e-mail. What's a girl to do?

Once again... I'm confused. I don't know what to do.

I need to get angry about something else....