Of Woe Is Me!

Well, I said it once and I'll say it again. The holidays are the most depressing time of year. I don't know if it's the fact that the year is ending and everyone has this rush to right every wrong, or even better (and in my case) wrong every right, but it usually ends up making my life suckier. I know that's not a word, but when has it stopped me.


If lies make baby jebus cry, then what does treachery do to the poor thing? Well, since everyone is righting wrongs (or in my case vise versa, which might I add as an aside is SO cool to say!) maybe I should do the same. Hmm, wrongs I can right... let's think... and we all know what that means... oh yeah, lists!

1) Super Douche-bag 'friend': let's just not go there. Honestly, that wrong is so wrong it can't be fixed by me (although, if she ACTUALLY stepped up to the plate and did it, I'm sure it could be righted). Well that ends that one.


2) My sibling: As an intelligent person once said (although I think someone would disagree) "Trust is like a bank account. It takes a long time to build it up, just like money, but seconds to blow it away." And that is what we have in this case. My mother is constantly on us to be friends again, but how can you be friends if that person says to you: "The only thing that we have in common is blood. We aren't friends and we never were." And therefore I am not their friend and yet, my sibling blames me for the lack of relationship. And says that it is my fault. And due to this I believe we have another wrong that can't be righted. Oh, it can't be righted on my side because I don't trust them, and they have done nothing to earn my trust.


3) My mother: Oh, she always has a place on every one of my list and... I'm sorry. Blogger has this thing that lists who is tracking/following you and I saw that I have one follower (which I find weird as I have given SO few people this address) and I need to check it out. I know, curiousity killed the cat, but that's the beauty of blogging. I can save stuff and come back later. I'll be right back, although to everyone else, they technically never knew I left, except because I wrote it.

I'm back. Wow, the relief. I have no idea who that person is or why they added me, but that's cool. Neat blog too. I'm flattered (even though it's probably a mistake). Okay, where was I? Oh yeah, the list...

ehem!

3) My mother (continued): Now, she wrote a flowery, emotional letter to my sibling and I which I had to open with my sibling, as the car was idling and I was seconds from leaving. I was delayed entire seconds! Got some money out of it, but that's moot. Don't write letters to people on "special" days! Save it for any other boring day. Holidays and birthdays and events are not the time for the airing of grievances people. Take note for future reference please.

Anyways, yep, he's getting tagged now.

4) My boyfriend: So rarely talked about in the first place, except when cases of extreme anger occur due to childish and inane behaviour by himself or others (*cough*ex-friend!). HIS sibling got engaged and wow did my face get rubbed in it yesterday. I didn't have to get engaged to show up at family events, nor did I need an engagement to START TALKING TO PEOPLE!!! And by gum, if you start calling her the name I call her just cause you got engaged... to the moon baby! And by the way, you guys got engaged cause your parents made it happen! They said "it was a lot early than I wanted!" If your preggers too... well congratulations, that's worse than a shot gun marriage.

Yes, I'm a bit upset by this. There is no wrong on their behalf to right too. It's because I'm upset. Esp. when his sibling is younger than us and they have been going out for the same amount of time as us. And this is then blown out of the water with several more times the amount of tnt because I'm immobile (is that spelt with two 'm's?). If I had the ability to leave the house of my own accord and without hurting myself severely, trust me, this wouldn't get me so riled.

And now I'm tired. The air of grievances is over for now. Although I think I wrote about this before. Sounds like something I would do... sigh.

Don't forget to spay or neuter your pet people!